(Source: r0serade, via simply-naive)
(Source: r0serade, via simply-naive)
That night changed my life. Who I was before is a distant memory, like looking back on the pages of a book. A life you used to know but can never get back. That night was the last night I got a good night’s sleep. That night was the last time I saw your sweet face. Could I have done something more? Could I have not walked out on you and shut the door? See, you were special to me. Why did I do this to you?
I’m at the funeral, looking into the eyes of your family. They didn’t know. I did. I walk up to you thinking you would be there, but you weren’t. I looked at you, knowing you and me only knew the moments we shared. I can’t help but feel guilty. You told me so many times you were scared. People stare. I stare back. My guard is down, my world is black. I have no defense, my heart only sinks because I’m to blame. I know I shouldn’t blame myself. But don’t you see? If I hadn’t shut the window on you that night, I’d still be me. And you would be smiling. Living your life. But this tragedy that happened was a result of my games. I ruined you. And sometimes on days like this, I only feel shame.
I miss you. How could something so special turn into something so dark?
Happy veteran’s day everyone! I don’t know anyone in the army but I thank the people who serve and risk their lives for us now. My best friend who just passed away recently wanted to be in the army, it was his dream. A dream unfortunately, he didn’t get to live to do. rest in peace babe<3 GOD BLESS.
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No idea how to work this code shit in order to customize my profile. Looks like it’s back to them myspace days. Just joined tumblr not that long ago. It’s already addicting so expect me to be on here a lot during my free time.. thanks for all who have followed me so far :) special thanks to fuckyeahmims! Goodnight fellow tumblr’s. <3
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aww haha thank youuu :) i feel so special! i’m so new here I have like 4 followers lol. I have no ideaaa how to get the ask button on my page etc etc :( I love your layout btwww!